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[blondie_emo]

My BF came over... 
I ended up eating 1/2 PP&J sanwich!!
I was doing so well,  wasnt even huingry...
I felt sick afterwards... 
and I still do.. 
=/
I hate food. it ruins people

Comments

[drummerisshort]

wtf
y cant u eat?!?!?!
wuts wrong with u

hey

[nostalgicnympth]

Hey, I hope you dont mind, I added you as a friend... I'm new to livejournal, but not to anorexia. I've "recovered" from my eating disorder as far as weight is concerned, but I'm embarking back down that track of self inflicted suffering and I am looking for support...

Re: hey

[blondie_emo]

ok. sounds good. but I dont want to give you an eating disorder, if you have recovered. as im sure you know its hell. why did you go into recovery?

Re: hey

[nostalgicnympth]

I'm sure you know, one with an eating disorder never fully recovers. I have carried around the same mind frame associating food and the way I look ever since i "recovered", with a few "slips" happening along the way. I went into recovery due to family intervention, that was 1 and 1/2 years ago now. I know how low that path can be, but i also know how far I want to take it, which wont be to my lowest point that I achieved. I still want to live, I just want to loose weight

Re: hey

[blondie_emo]

alright. sounds good. whats your name?