searching
The past week has been truely insane and very emotionally stressful. and in this hurricane of emotion in the eye of the storm... I think that only in the "eye" (if you will) can you actually veiw your life and understand its face value. i have made many mistakes and there have been things I would change... this are the things I am going to change.
1. I am regretful of the whole Aaron incident. I am not sure if this is going to deaf ears, but i shall be diligent. I am going to change and reverse the whole fiasco that occured. we all used to be such good friends. That was something that should of never been jeapordized. even now, its not the same. I have a mission to change that
2. My living status. I have decided to change how I live my life. I am not going to do what people want me to do. But what I want to do. I will listen to counsil, but In the end, the final decision is going to be what nicole wants... I am not going to let feelings get in the way any more.
3. I have also decided to Protect my relationships with my family and friends and remember how much it is all worth to me. I will never let it happen again. and I will never lose them because of something I have done
4. No more violent acts. its stupid pointless, and to every one that actually reads this, I promise I wont ever do it again.
I am going to apply this, starting today...
1. I am regretful of the whole Aaron incident. I am not sure if this is going to deaf ears, but i shall be diligent. I am going to change and reverse the whole fiasco that occured. we all used to be such good friends. That was something that should of never been jeapordized. even now, its not the same. I have a mission to change that
2. My living status. I have decided to change how I live my life. I am not going to do what people want me to do. But what I want to do. I will listen to counsil, but In the end, the final decision is going to be what nicole wants... I am not going to let feelings get in the way any more.
3. I have also decided to Protect my relationships with my family and friends and remember how much it is all worth to me. I will never let it happen again. and I will never lose them because of something I have done
4. No more violent acts. its stupid pointless, and to every one that actually reads this, I promise I wont ever do it again.
I am going to apply this, starting today...