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Hi everyone!
i had a really bad week... but you know what,
i dont feel that bad at all
lets start on wednesday...
~Wednesday~
i was getting all nervous about the coffee house on thursday night and i wanted to see if Andy would go with me. so before band i asked and he was like "sure thats sounds great! i just need to check first." so i go into band in a good mood, and kim comes up to me after with a really sad look on her face... she told me that he talked to Andy and asked him if he would rather go out with me or ally. you can just guess who he said.
~Thursday~
Before second period, Andy comes up to me to tell me that he can come that night with me. so i planed on telling him then how i feel about him.
That night i had the best time. until i saw Ally at the intermission. i was like "oh shit" but andy stayed with me the whole time. At 8:30 we both had to go, but i stoped him so we could talk. i asked him how much he liked ally, and he said a lot. so i told him that i really like him. he said that kim had told him. so i started to walk away when he came up to me and put his arm around my sholder and i gave him a hug. then i asked him if he'd ever give me a chance. he said not right now...
~Friday~
before social....
i saw him before bio and told him to save a dance for me, and he said "of course!" so on the bus ride home i was talking about the different ways i could maybe get around this whole ally thing, so amanda jokes "hey lets kill her!" Rachel gos "NO! Shes so cool" and she told me that she was jelous of me always hanging out with andy. and i was like " why is she jealous? shes the one she likes! plus she doesn't even like him!" apparently i was wrong.
NEWS FLASH FOR LAUREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She didnt 3 months ago.... but she does now.
The Social....
i can't believe i cried over him...
i saw him in the caf and said hi. then i told him to follow me. and we walked around saying hi to people. Then Val and Dave came up...
Val tried to distract me while Dave talked to Andy... probably about ally.
then a slow song came on and i asked him to dance. then he stared to walk around. looking for ally. he didnt tell me this but i knew. then i saw her coming from getting her pictures done. I told her what happened on thursday night.... and then started crying. i told myself i wouldnt cry, but i couldnt help it.... hes the nicest person ive ever met. so ally gave me a hug and said "hey! theres other Mormans out there!" i laughed. so she went out to find him. i found him first when i was dancing w/ the Ex Factor, and danced with him for another half a song. i told him i talked to ally and to find her. I hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek..... The Busted a move on the DANCE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess whats been keeping me from breaking down is the fact that.... i just want him to be happy. i really care about him, and if hes happy, then thats all that counts.
Wow! i feel better.
i had a really bad week... but you know what,
i dont feel that bad at all
lets start on wednesday...
~Wednesday~
i was getting all nervous about the coffee house on thursday night and i wanted to see if Andy would go with me. so before band i asked and he was like "sure thats sounds great! i just need to check first." so i go into band in a good mood, and kim comes up to me after with a really sad look on her face... she told me that he talked to Andy and asked him if he would rather go out with me or ally. you can just guess who he said.
~Thursday~
Before second period, Andy comes up to me to tell me that he can come that night with me. so i planed on telling him then how i feel about him.
That night i had the best time. until i saw Ally at the intermission. i was like "oh shit" but andy stayed with me the whole time. At 8:30 we both had to go, but i stoped him so we could talk. i asked him how much he liked ally, and he said a lot. so i told him that i really like him. he said that kim had told him. so i started to walk away when he came up to me and put his arm around my sholder and i gave him a hug. then i asked him if he'd ever give me a chance. he said not right now...
~Friday~
before social....
i saw him before bio and told him to save a dance for me, and he said "of course!" so on the bus ride home i was talking about the different ways i could maybe get around this whole ally thing, so amanda jokes "hey lets kill her!" Rachel gos "NO! Shes so cool" and she told me that she was jelous of me always hanging out with andy. and i was like " why is she jealous? shes the one she likes! plus she doesn't even like him!" apparently i was wrong.
NEWS FLASH FOR LAUREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She didnt 3 months ago.... but she does now.
The Social....
i can't believe i cried over him...
i saw him in the caf and said hi. then i told him to follow me. and we walked around saying hi to people. Then Val and Dave came up...
Val tried to distract me while Dave talked to Andy... probably about ally.
then a slow song came on and i asked him to dance. then he stared to walk around. looking for ally. he didnt tell me this but i knew. then i saw her coming from getting her pictures done. I told her what happened on thursday night.... and then started crying. i told myself i wouldnt cry, but i couldnt help it.... hes the nicest person ive ever met. so ally gave me a hug and said "hey! theres other Mormans out there!" i laughed. so she went out to find him. i found him first when i was dancing w/ the Ex Factor, and danced with him for another half a song. i told him i talked to ally and to find her. I hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek..... The Busted a move on the DANCE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess whats been keeping me from breaking down is the fact that.... i just want him to be happy. i really care about him, and if hes happy, then thats all that counts.
Wow! i feel better.