The Weekend
I haven't put anything real in her for a while... SO sorry, I know you all care ;)
The show ended... I'm so sad, no more rehearsals... Oh wait, what, yeah that's right I wasn't in the show... :) I had to get one last one in there...
EVERYONE WAS AMAZING!!! I know it's late, but you all knew anyway...
So yeah, I was supposed to go to dinner with a few non-show people, but instead I did Lauren a favor and picked up some friends of hers... Which was absolutely, completely, 100% OK with me... Cause those friends included Jason Kudrae!!! YAY I had kinda missed him... Every time we hang out we are able to just have constant conversation... Ugh, so very much the wrong time at the wrong place with this boy... At least it was nice to hear the same from him... UGH, does the only boy that wants to have something with me have to currently be attending college 3,000 miles AWAY!!!???!!! Oh well, I just have to keep telling myself that college is coming soon and soon I will be meeting lots and lots of new boys... A bigger selection... Maybe I can find a boy that knows what he wants, and maybe that will be me, and maybe we will live in the same state ;)
So then the cast party... SO much fun... And I just have to say, to the kids who may regret some of their actions:
There is no reason to regret things that you may have done there that night... I have learned to justify things in this way... We are in high school,this is when we are supposed to make mistakes and learn from them... So have fun now... Do it while you can... And when your actions are less than commendable, figure it out and don't do it again ;)
And to other people who were there, and have been passing judgment:
SHUT YOUR FREAKIN MOUTHS!!!
Cause, last time I checked... God is not a teenager attending high school in the bubble of the valley... Until you are perfect, you have NOTHING to say...
lol... I suppose that's it, I have been completely exhausted this week and that kinda sucks... But things are feeling like they are starting to fall into place... Which is nice... There's still a huge gaping hole... But it will have to learn to heal on it's own, cause that piece will never be coming back...
If you were me
and
I were you
then
you'd love me
and
I wouldn't love you.
I wish.
The show ended... I'm so sad, no more rehearsals... Oh wait, what, yeah that's right I wasn't in the show... :) I had to get one last one in there...
EVERYONE WAS AMAZING!!! I know it's late, but you all knew anyway...
So yeah, I was supposed to go to dinner with a few non-show people, but instead I did Lauren a favor and picked up some friends of hers... Which was absolutely, completely, 100% OK with me... Cause those friends included Jason Kudrae!!! YAY I had kinda missed him... Every time we hang out we are able to just have constant conversation... Ugh, so very much the wrong time at the wrong place with this boy... At least it was nice to hear the same from him... UGH, does the only boy that wants to have something with me have to currently be attending college 3,000 miles AWAY!!!???!!! Oh well, I just have to keep telling myself that college is coming soon and soon I will be meeting lots and lots of new boys... A bigger selection... Maybe I can find a boy that knows what he wants, and maybe that will be me, and maybe we will live in the same state ;)
So then the cast party... SO much fun... And I just have to say, to the kids who may regret some of their actions:
There is no reason to regret things that you may have done there that night... I have learned to justify things in this way... We are in high school,this is when we are supposed to make mistakes and learn from them... So have fun now... Do it while you can... And when your actions are less than commendable, figure it out and don't do it again ;)
And to other people who were there, and have been passing judgment:
SHUT YOUR FREAKIN MOUTHS!!!
Cause, last time I checked... God is not a teenager attending high school in the bubble of the valley... Until you are perfect, you have NOTHING to say...
lol... I suppose that's it, I have been completely exhausted this week and that kinda sucks... But things are feeling like they are starting to fall into place... Which is nice... There's still a huge gaping hole... But it will have to learn to heal on it's own, cause that piece will never be coming back...
If you were me
and
I were you
then
you'd love me
and
I wouldn't love you.
I wish.