Nov 09, 2004 21:43
I'm realizing that I may have dug myself into a bigger hole than I may have ever imagined...
I always thought that being there for people unconditionally was a good thing... That it meant I was a good friend... However, it seems that that isn't what people want... Or at least they don't want it from me...
So now it seems that I've put myself into a fine posisiton... Where my life seems to lack substance... Where I wish I had someone I could tell anything and everything... Where I wish I had people who wanted me around for more than a ride or food or a couple of bucks... Where I wish that the people I cared about SO much cared about me and my life... Where I wish, well I just wish...
So I guess some people were right... I am a push-over... I can't wait to get out of here, and get some change...
I'm ready...
...But I'm so not