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ummm this was gonna be private but kelly said to put it public...so here goes nothing...
im so happy becaue today i found my friends there in my head im so ugly but thats okay cuz so are you you broke a mirror sunday morning is all i care and im not scared light my candles im in a daze since i found god...im so horny but thats okay my will is good...
ha my new favorite song and i guess it fits me okay...well at least the first line minus the being happy i guess...i really don't know what to do anymore though...im like always depressed now...even in science now where i used to be the happiest thanks to max and kelly but now i really don't know what to do to be happy...the only couple of things that would even slightly make me happy i have lost all hope in...its all just a complete waste of time...im fucking just wasting my time in every fucking thing that i do...i should just fucking do what i said i was gonna do before and just not care...whats the point of caring anymore...o well that reminds me of the song mary jane...just like one like of it....well its full speed baby in the wrong direction...but still when i think about eric i think of yet another song....just the chorus though...take another little piece of my heart now baby take another little piece of my heart i know u will take another little piece of my heart now baby you know you got it if it makes you feel good...o well i guess if i don't care my life will get all better...*tear* it feels like it will never get better that it'll just fucking keep getting worse until i fucking die...*tear* its all fucking life though and lifes just a fucking bitch...i feel so bad actually liking eric though because cindy like gets jealous or mad or wutever when i talk to him...wutever...i would never do anything about it though because i wouldn't want to lose cindy...i need everyone i have right now because thats fucking all thats keeping me alive...my friends are the only thing thats keeping me going...so just fuck everyone and everything else because thats fucking whats dragging me down and killing me ever so slowly...o well i guess thats just life and the only thing i really truly know in life is how much of a bitch it is....lifes a fucking bitch then you fucking die and thats all there fucking is so fuck this fucking shit they call life...
ok kelly i hope ur happy i made it public and its really sad and writing it again depressed me even more so i don't know what to say cuz writing it once was bad enough i was like fucking crying when i originally wrote it so there you all go a little peek into what my lifes felt like in the past few weeks...o well im going now...i love you all!!!!
im so happy becaue today i found my friends there in my head im so ugly but thats okay cuz so are you you broke a mirror sunday morning is all i care and im not scared light my candles im in a daze since i found god...im so horny but thats okay my will is good...
ha my new favorite song and i guess it fits me okay...well at least the first line minus the being happy i guess...i really don't know what to do anymore though...im like always depressed now...even in science now where i used to be the happiest thanks to max and kelly but now i really don't know what to do to be happy...the only couple of things that would even slightly make me happy i have lost all hope in...its all just a complete waste of time...im fucking just wasting my time in every fucking thing that i do...i should just fucking do what i said i was gonna do before and just not care...whats the point of caring anymore...o well that reminds me of the song mary jane...just like one like of it....well its full speed baby in the wrong direction...but still when i think about eric i think of yet another song....just the chorus though...take another little piece of my heart now baby take another little piece of my heart i know u will take another little piece of my heart now baby you know you got it if it makes you feel good...o well i guess if i don't care my life will get all better...*tear* it feels like it will never get better that it'll just fucking keep getting worse until i fucking die...*tear* its all fucking life though and lifes just a fucking bitch...i feel so bad actually liking eric though because cindy like gets jealous or mad or wutever when i talk to him...wutever...i would never do anything about it though because i wouldn't want to lose cindy...i need everyone i have right now because thats fucking all thats keeping me alive...my friends are the only thing thats keeping me going...so just fuck everyone and everything else because thats fucking whats dragging me down and killing me ever so slowly...o well i guess thats just life and the only thing i really truly know in life is how much of a bitch it is....lifes a fucking bitch then you fucking die and thats all there fucking is so fuck this fucking shit they call life...
ok kelly i hope ur happy i made it public and its really sad and writing it again depressed me even more so i don't know what to say cuz writing it once was bad enough i was like fucking crying when i originally wrote it so there you all go a little peek into what my lifes felt like in the past few weeks...o well im going now...i love you all!!!!