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6//you are my baby. you have been since the day you were born. we have been through hell togehter, and it has only pulled us closer. no matter what dad says, im always going to be there for you. i love you to death, and the thought of losing you is unbearable. and when i ask you what you're up to, don't say im not your mom. i know im not. no one could ever replace mommy. we know that. im just trying to show you that i care. that i still care. and i always will. im sorry i havent been the best influence on you. i can only pray that you stay as pure as you are now in the hard years ahead. i want you to take good care of yourself. dont be like me sweetheart, i want you to make mommy proud.
^^^what happened to that amanda?
^^^what happened to that amanda?