Happy Valentines Day!!
Well...the day before Valentines was excellent....and once again I am alone on V-Day...which is no surprise. So I went to school and got a V-day card from leah....which was cute...skipped fifth hour again lol....gotta stop that im gonna get a truency ticket if i keep it up. Ne ways so i come home and theres this huge bouquet of flowers for me with a teddy bear and chocolates and a card...i thought it was my moms but it was mine...it was from my dad....so freakin cute....made my day. Then my mom gave me 2 cards and and inside was a gift certificate to Victorias Secret... s i was happy...plus she gave me some more chocolates....to fatten me up. Ne ways i went to work and stacee pulled me in the office and i thought i was in trouble but she asked me if i went to school and i said ya and she said my teacher called and wanted to kno how i was doing at work. She told her that i did have problems but they were resolved and that we talked it over. She also said that she thinks the reason i was having problems was because i was so stressed and she doesnt kno ne teenager that has 3 jobs and goes to school...well i told her i quit my other jobs so this is the only one i have left..and she was glad and she said she thinks i have the drive to accomplish this job and that she is goin to give me another chance so i was very happy to hear that and i told her that io am happy alot more now because i am on medicine and it has done wonders and that even though she moved me out of my 3 yr old room that im okay with it because its less stressful and it doesnt bother me....So i am tryin to be more positive about life...and just look on the bright side...might not have a guy but thats by my choice...i dont just want a bf cuz i could get one if i wanted i want someone i like who likes me back...so maybe ill find him maybe not but for right now im okay with being single. Ne ways sheila told me that matts upset that i didnt talk to him that much at dinner...he paid for me but im just so not interested...hes just not attractive to me and i cant like someone im not attracted to...looks arent everything but u have to be attracted to someone in order to like em...and its not there...hes nice but just not my type. Sheilas like i told him that but he doesnt get it...im like i slept with his cousin why would he still want me and shes like hes really likes u and thinks ur gorgeous im like well thats nice but how can he like me when he doesnt even know ne thing about me. I mean pete, his cousin, knows way more bout me then him...we might have had sex but i mean we had conversation threwout the whole night about a lot of things....it was nice. But i found out after i went to dinner with matt and sheila and mike and melissa and jared that...supposively matt said that pete said that once pete saw me that was his whole goal was to see if i would have sex with him....which i was mad at first but hey it was the best sex i ever had so i gotta look on the bright side...least i kno what i want and expect next time i have sex lol. Ne ways....no to much happened...mom made dinner...watched tv.....did some homework...cleaned the kitchen...amanda got a diamond ring for Vday from her boyfriend of 3 months...its a promise ring and i think its cute but if they get marriend ne time soon im gonna kill her cuz she barely knows him...and the 1st month he was a complete ass to her so he better stay nice...neways its almost midnight so i gotta hit the hay...night