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Its been a verrry long time since iv updated this. But yea the past few weeks have been amazing. im starting to realize who i am and why i feel certain ways. I have been myself the past couple weeks then i have the past like 3 years. Then right when i was so happy about myself, just little things tore me down again.. Today at work, idk, i just felt like breaking down and crying and i have no idea why. I was sooo close, but then Julie would make me laugh and make me happy again. lol. shes amazing byy the way. lol. Idk whats wrong with me sometimes. I know im careing and thats why i get so upset about little things, but idk. I feel like its wrong that im so caring and that no one else cares about little things as much as i do.. (except Julie) lol. But yea.. i guess ill update this more often. lol.