Jul 30, 2004 15:09
sometimes its just better to let go even if its the last thing u want to do. but they say after a while it doesnt hurt as much.. well c... go ahead have your freedom.. ull c after a while, i wont b waiting..
today i had to go "work" at the hospital. i drove around fat pppl who weighed alot more then i thought i could ever push, i brought old smelly people water, sum guy who couldnt really talk was flirting with me. then wen i was on my lunch break i called nick to see if he wanted to go work out with me today. he was thinking about riding his bike but i guess his padre drove him here. it was so much fun. lol we went on the bikes n nick tryed to race sum guy on the other side of the room n we played racket ball even tho weve never payed before. it was fun.. then we had to walk back to the hospital n meet his papa. he was pimpin a van :) then i walked back home n wen i was about 1/2 way 1 of my neighbors friends was riding a bike so i got on his pegs n he brought me home. i think his friend was tryin to make me feel fat cuz he was like "dude dont let her on my tire is going down" i felt really obese. but like i told nick.. i want to be really fat then just all of a sudden get really skinny.
its really sad cuz i think nick has to move to the cape cuz his parents dont love him. so now he wont beable to sneek out n visit me. well we WILL do it before he leaves! foo shoo!! but when he moves to the cape i dont think ill ever see him again cuz theres no way hes going to ride a bike from the cape to taunton mass.. no wayyyyyyyy.