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ughh im so confused right now! my friends are possibly the hardest people to figure out. they keep like "changing their minds" about stuff, and its hard to follow.
one day they will be like elana you are my best friend and i love you so much etc etc.
but then the next, thats gone and like half my other friends are her best firends. anddd
idk what to do. people dont know that in my away messages & stuff im talking about
them. && i just dont have the guts to tell them how i feel..
some days, i just feel like people totally forget that i am here and their friend,
and other days, i just feel like have have 3 friends, and all my other friends hate
me. ughh i hate this. and i know its only going to get worse next year. =(
all i know is that i need to say something now before i waste the whole 8th grade thinking
about how my friends hate me. =/
yeahh thats that. happy belated thanksgiving. i love you <3