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i miss last year. this year is so different.
i love high school, and having all the older kids and norrthboro people, but i miss my friends.
even though sometimes they were mean, or something, i miss them.
this whole year i told myself I would maker new friends and not sit around waiting all year.
and i have made new friends, and become closer with some other people, but every time i see my southboro friends having a good time, I want to be with them. at the stupid dance on friday, i went with my other friends, and of course everyone was there, so i just wanted to be with them.
even though a couple of my other newer friends i have known since second grade, the whole reason why I never hung out with them or anything in middle school was because they're boring after a little while, and i hate that. I get sick of them so easily.
i guess i am hard to please when it comes to friends. i always have complaints about someone or something....
i will be with the newer friends, and i will see everyone else walk by, and i will just want to go run up to them and have everything be like it was last year. last year i was so much closer with some other people, and it was amazing.
this year, i have lost so many friends.
my best friend who was my best friend since kindergarten now only says hi to me. i hate it i just miss everything.
i dont know what to do.