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A lot of shit has been going on lately.
Way too much to explain here.
I need an outlet and I'm looking but I haven't found one yet.
Hmm so this moment
what's bothering me is a combination of the past and the future
I guess it annoys me how people miss the past yet do nothing about it
I've gotten closer with a lot of people this year which makes me happy
so once people start bringing the past to life I guess things might not be the same
because the people I've become better friends with the ones I've made unforgettable memories with the ones I've laughed, cried, hugged, talked to and been there for are going to be with those people and I might become less close with them which angers me and leaves me uneasy at the same time. And I don't want to say anything because I don't want to sound selfish, or bitchy, or rude but I'm just being honest , that's how I feel. I'm not saying stop being friends with anyone or anything boardering those lines I'm just saying that you shouldnt push everyone out of your way to make yourself or youre "group" happy I hate clicks I always have and
I always will theyre just little symbols of social standing for the good or for the bad dont place yourself in one dont create them and if you happen to do so Do Not Act Like Youre Better Then Anyone or Live Like It Was Before because thats not the way it should be. Maybe I'm just being paranoid but if it goes back to how it was in the past I doubt it. Maybe that's just it the past is the past the futures the futures so why uncover something thats over and done with theres a quote that goes "The people you need in you're future aren't the ones you had in your past."
So wtf is going on. I dont know not to say I didnt like some of my past its time for something to be different if you dont like how things are going now do something about it but dont take away from other people's relationships just because youre not happy here we come again to how humans always want what we cant have we really need to stop that
I just think that the past is the past for a reason and why look behind you when you can start something new.
Way too much to explain here.
I need an outlet and I'm looking but I haven't found one yet.
Hmm so this moment
what's bothering me is a combination of the past and the future
I guess it annoys me how people miss the past yet do nothing about it
I've gotten closer with a lot of people this year which makes me happy
so once people start bringing the past to life I guess things might not be the same
because the people I've become better friends with the ones I've made unforgettable memories with the ones I've laughed, cried, hugged, talked to and been there for are going to be with those people and I might become less close with them which angers me and leaves me uneasy at the same time. And I don't want to say anything because I don't want to sound selfish, or bitchy, or rude but I'm just being honest , that's how I feel. I'm not saying stop being friends with anyone or anything boardering those lines I'm just saying that you shouldnt push everyone out of your way to make yourself or youre "group" happy I hate clicks I always have and
I always will theyre just little symbols of social standing for the good or for the bad dont place yourself in one dont create them and if you happen to do so Do Not Act Like Youre Better Then Anyone or Live Like It Was Before because thats not the way it should be. Maybe I'm just being paranoid but if it goes back to how it was in the past I doubt it. Maybe that's just it the past is the past the futures the futures so why uncover something thats over and done with theres a quote that goes "The people you need in you're future aren't the ones you had in your past."
So wtf is going on. I dont know not to say I didnt like some of my past its time for something to be different if you dont like how things are going now do something about it but dont take away from other people's relationships just because youre not happy here we come again to how humans always want what we cant have we really need to stop that
I just think that the past is the past for a reason and why look behind you when you can start something new.