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OMG IM SOO PISSED!!!!!! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN TOLD TOMMY ABOUT HUGGING PRESTON! IT JUST MESSED THINGS UP EVEN WORSE. AND NOW ASHLEY RYCKMAN IS TELLING HIM THAT I WAS DOING SHIT W/ CODY FRANTZ AND CORTLAND HODO. AND I HATE HER FOR IT. I WISH THAT EVERYTHING COULD GO BACK TO NORMAL. I HADNT EVN MET TOMMY AND THAT I COULD STILL BE GOING OUT W/ PRESTON. I NO IVE ALWAYS SAID THAT I WAS OVER HIM BUT I GUESS IM NOT AND I WISH THAT I HADNT SAID IT BUT ITS TRUE. AND NOW TOMMY TELLS ME THAT HE WAS JOKING ABOUT THE CODY AND CORTLAND THING. GOD I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. ITS ALL A LIVING HELL!!!THIS SUCKS. IM LIKE CRYING AND SO PISSED I WISH I WAS A DRUGGIE SO I COULD GO POP A FEW PILLS AND MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY. AND I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SAY THAT.GOD I WISH THAT IT WOULD ALL GO AWAY! AND ON TOP OF IT ALL TOMMORROW IS GRADUATION AND THERES EVEN MORE CRYING. GREAT. JUST WUT I NEED. WELL NOW IM GUNNA GO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP SO BYE