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tonight started great. i went to plymouth. katie had a cup of water with a lid that had a lil hole and she kept shaking it saying she was blessing people. i met 5 new guys..kinda...they know my name. they thought i was drunk. i definatly wasn't.
we went to beech daily and 5 mile to visit nate because he said he was there. the minute we pulled inot the parking lot he got in his fucking car i said hi he didn't say shit. he wouldn't get out of the car. he treated me like shit for the last fucking time. he said he thought i was drunk i wasn't and he doesn't trust that. like always he doesn't trust me. honestly i still had feelings for him but now i'm not so sure. at all. he sure doesn't love me. so fuck it i give the fuck up.
we went to beech daily and 5 mile to visit nate because he said he was there. the minute we pulled inot the parking lot he got in his fucking car i said hi he didn't say shit. he wouldn't get out of the car. he treated me like shit for the last fucking time. he said he thought i was drunk i wasn't and he doesn't trust that. like always he doesn't trust me. honestly i still had feelings for him but now i'm not so sure. at all. he sure doesn't love me. so fuck it i give the fuck up.