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Well. To anyone who is interested, I'm still alive. I'm sure that a lot of people have been saying to themselves "Where the hell is Erin this summer??" And it's a good question. I have asked myself the same question many times over the past few months.
I've been working. Nonstop. But I've always done that. Right now I feel really disconnected with the person that I use to be. It's weird moving on to different phases in your life. I'm not completely ok with the changes that have been going on lately. I miss my friends. I miss them more than anything. I miss the life that I use to have. I hate living so far away from everything. I got so use to my apartment being a gathering place. I got spoiled to the many various people who would stop by and hang out. The random parties that would break out or the gatherings at other locations in Montevallo.
Mostly, the reason I've disappeared is because I've quit trying. I quit trying to be the social butterfly that I once was. What people don't know about me is that at heart, I'm really inclined to be a loner homebody. If I get stuck in a place, I stay there. It takes a lot to get me out of these kinds of moods.
I'm trying to get out of this weird mood I've been in. I miss you all. Seriously I do. I'm trying.
I've been working. Nonstop. But I've always done that. Right now I feel really disconnected with the person that I use to be. It's weird moving on to different phases in your life. I'm not completely ok with the changes that have been going on lately. I miss my friends. I miss them more than anything. I miss the life that I use to have. I hate living so far away from everything. I got so use to my apartment being a gathering place. I got spoiled to the many various people who would stop by and hang out. The random parties that would break out or the gatherings at other locations in Montevallo.
Mostly, the reason I've disappeared is because I've quit trying. I quit trying to be the social butterfly that I once was. What people don't know about me is that at heart, I'm really inclined to be a loner homebody. If I get stuck in a place, I stay there. It takes a lot to get me out of these kinds of moods.
I'm trying to get out of this weird mood I've been in. I miss you all. Seriously I do. I'm trying.