I'm gone as the day is fading
Ehh... I'm leaving on Saturday, and I don't believe I'm quite as strong or ready for this as I once thought. It's weird. Part of me is extremely excited and can't wait to be on my own. I'll be meeting new people, making new friends, gaining knowledge, having wonderful experiences, and I'll be with Matt. Countless opportunities are mine for the taking. What could be more exciting?! However, I'm finding it difficult to stop grieving for the past. My life is about to change so drastically, and there's no turning back. Things will never be the same again. I'm about to leave everyone (except Matt, thank the Lord) and everything I've ever known. It's overwhelming, and I'm not sure how to deal with it just yet. Not to mention all the stress I'm under. I have a million things to do and hardly any time to do them in! I have yet to pack one single thing, and I still need to do some more shopping tomorrow (I've been shopping everyday this week)! Anyway, please pray for me, and Matt too. I actually feel much better after having written all of this out. I know everything will be fine, and the Lord will take care of me. It's just going to take some time. So, here's to my new life! Two days...