Aug 27, 2006 20:18
I really hate the fact that EVERY GUY I start seeing or start liking I push them away!
I'll pick stupid fights for no reason, I'll walk away whenever we're having problems & not deal with them,
I'll never be the first one to say sorry when I did something wrong or call them. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me! I don't know why I play games like this & never let anyone get close to me. But I'm determined to change my ways.. the next guy I start having feelings for, I won't be like that... I won't ruin things.
But anyways.. everything else in my life is amazing!
Family & friends are greattttt! <3
I'm starting to look more into beauty school :D
After beauty school I wanna go to college tho, I wanna experience 'college life' but I honestly don't think I'm ready yet.
Work is the usual.. I hate working w/ half the girls there but Richie & Abe make me wanna stay!
This was pointless but I'm BORED!
Ummm, goodbye.