somethings not right

Mar 06, 2007 17:40

i feel like im missing something. like there is something im supposed to do with my life and im not doing it. im pissed cuz i missed the spring semester. so now i have to wait till the fall to go to school. i wanna go so bad. im STILL not sure what i wanna go for, but i was looking into criminal justice-corrections. but idk im still thinking about nursing. im really lonely, everyone here has basically grown up. and im left behind. im where im supposed to be and im happy for that but i feel all alone. and being single, is all new to me too. dont get me wrong i like it, but i really miss having someone that thinks im special and loves me. besides my friends. we all know that a special someone is a lil different then your friends love. but anyways. ive done nothing but sit on my ass all day. its been really nice not gonna lie. i gotta work tomorrow though. next weekend im going to mount pleasant for my brothers birthday which should be fun. i dont know what were doing just yet though.

i cant wait to move in with my mom. im not really sure how my dad will handle it cuz i know he wants to me move back home. but i mean my mom needs me right now. hes doing ok. my mom.. is never really ok. lol.

eh, i just wanna go back to school so i can at least feel like im doing something with myself. i feel like a loser. eh. i say eh alot. wow.

man. im out. im gonna watch tv. peace.
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