I'd be happy to die for a taste of what Angel had....
My greatest fear is that I'll die without ever experiencing the kind of love I am so desperately in search of.
I try to remind myself that I'm young, that I have so many years left. But when I'm trying to live like there's "no day but today" it's hard to keep things in perspective.
If I'm hit by a car tomorrow, I will die completely alone. And that thought is so incredibly frightening to me.
I had an amazing party tonight. I have some pretty awesome friends. And I feel like I can't even really enjoy it, because on some level I am so deeply depressed.
I don't know how to fix that. And that scares me.
*EDIT*
NOTE TO SELF: DON'T DRINK AND POST. ;)
Last nite was AMAZING and thank you to all those who came. I can't wait to see the pics, especially my "Glory" face. =)
I try to remind myself that I'm young, that I have so many years left. But when I'm trying to live like there's "no day but today" it's hard to keep things in perspective.
If I'm hit by a car tomorrow, I will die completely alone. And that thought is so incredibly frightening to me.
I had an amazing party tonight. I have some pretty awesome friends. And I feel like I can't even really enjoy it, because on some level I am so deeply depressed.
I don't know how to fix that. And that scares me.
*EDIT*
NOTE TO SELF: DON'T DRINK AND POST. ;)
Last nite was AMAZING and thank you to all those who came. I can't wait to see the pics, especially my "Glory" face. =)