Past Weekend
Well this past weekend was quite an interesting one.
Latly i have been having breathing problems and went to the docters a couple mondays ago, n the docter said i had severe obstruction to my lungs, and had asthma(sp) and he put me on n inhaler n told me to come back n a week n ahalf to see if things had gotten better.
Now when friday came, I was still feeling shitty, and the humity and smoke really gets to me and closes my lungs. N while working I suddenly couldnt breathe at all and than when i caught my breath i had a hard time, than more problems occured. TO make a long story short, Brian ended up takin me to the hospital from work. In there they gave me a breathing treatment and some medicine. I guess i had an asthma attack, than than an anixiety, therefor im now on a cortisone steriod to relax my body, and an anxiety medicine. It was a rough night....and Im glad I had brian there with me. This night really helped me realize even more and more how much he means to me. SOmetimes its ahrd for us to show eachother how much we care.....but him doing something like that for me, and leaving work as well.....really did mean a lot to me... I appreciated it, and appreciated the fact that he stayed the entire time at the hospital and drove me home. He tried gettin ahold of my dad n everything for me. In it was just...nice to see someone was there.
okay okay.. ill stop with that stuff...for now :)
Saturday- Was my graduation party, the weather was shitty atfirst, than finally cleared up. A lot of my friends showed up and I was happy to see that :) especially some long lost friends! CCOUGH COUGH Kim ngill :)
it was good seeing them :)
Brian came by at the beginning, than again at the end. Finally got to have someone around my family.
Lol we had a moonwalk at my party, and let me tell u...it was a blast. Especially because they never came in picked it up that day, so we had it for the entire night! In btw like 8 of us girls we finished off atleast 3 different 5ths, I know i made a few phone calls and all together had atleast four ppl bringing me 5ths of captains. In all i have is one fifth left.
I ended up twistin my ankle this night too, and ha being the drunk that i am, i kept sayin i was a trooper and would walk it off... ya it hurt like a bitch the next morning!!
Well I hope everyone had fun on sat! in thanks to those who came..
Denita
sarah
vicki
vicki
mallory
stacie
moose
kim
gill
jessica
sam
joe
and much more. But thanks :D
hmm lets see what else...
oh lastnight was the Tom PettyConcert.
I had a surprisenly good time. It just ended up being Brian n myself, and than Jen n Brian from our work. (n if u knew them...lol ud know how good of a time things could be)
The concert was great...and Brian was awesome... he gave me the butterflies lastnight :)
I like it when he gets all cute-sie. N everything went well. I loved being with him and just being there with him. It was probably one of the best times I have had with him in a while. I wish he would be like that more oftenn!! Id always have the butterflies :D hehe.
ahh it feels so weird talkin about someone like this in my journal.....Iv kept away from doing that with him......
In hoping he doesnt read this :) ha.
But its almost time that I do fill and update about Brian..But i dunno...
Its just so hard....cause I am so afraid of a lot...
i might push myself, itmight not seem like im afraid...because if i was..wouldnt I just back out??
I really do get scared sometimes..and right now I am...afraid.
I just try to keep it within myself, and be strong. Right? I mean the only way to overcome a fear is to face it...and the only way to learn is to live, n give things chances. If I backed down on everything I was afraid of how would I ever learn anything..
I know i like him a lot tho..
its just...all new..and all different..
and i thought about it..and this is actually my first...closest thing to a real relationship, and also....the longest one.
Well im gonna finish dryin my hair n get something to eat..
than wait for Brian to call and im goin over there.
LATERRRR!!!
Latly i have been having breathing problems and went to the docters a couple mondays ago, n the docter said i had severe obstruction to my lungs, and had asthma(sp) and he put me on n inhaler n told me to come back n a week n ahalf to see if things had gotten better.
Now when friday came, I was still feeling shitty, and the humity and smoke really gets to me and closes my lungs. N while working I suddenly couldnt breathe at all and than when i caught my breath i had a hard time, than more problems occured. TO make a long story short, Brian ended up takin me to the hospital from work. In there they gave me a breathing treatment and some medicine. I guess i had an asthma attack, than than an anixiety, therefor im now on a cortisone steriod to relax my body, and an anxiety medicine. It was a rough night....and Im glad I had brian there with me. This night really helped me realize even more and more how much he means to me. SOmetimes its ahrd for us to show eachother how much we care.....but him doing something like that for me, and leaving work as well.....really did mean a lot to me... I appreciated it, and appreciated the fact that he stayed the entire time at the hospital and drove me home. He tried gettin ahold of my dad n everything for me. In it was just...nice to see someone was there.
okay okay.. ill stop with that stuff...for now :)
Saturday- Was my graduation party, the weather was shitty atfirst, than finally cleared up. A lot of my friends showed up and I was happy to see that :) especially some long lost friends! CCOUGH COUGH Kim ngill :)
it was good seeing them :)
Brian came by at the beginning, than again at the end. Finally got to have someone around my family.
Lol we had a moonwalk at my party, and let me tell u...it was a blast. Especially because they never came in picked it up that day, so we had it for the entire night! In btw like 8 of us girls we finished off atleast 3 different 5ths, I know i made a few phone calls and all together had atleast four ppl bringing me 5ths of captains. In all i have is one fifth left.
I ended up twistin my ankle this night too, and ha being the drunk that i am, i kept sayin i was a trooper and would walk it off... ya it hurt like a bitch the next morning!!
Well I hope everyone had fun on sat! in thanks to those who came..
Denita
sarah
vicki
vicki
mallory
stacie
moose
kim
gill
jessica
sam
joe
and much more. But thanks :D
hmm lets see what else...
oh lastnight was the Tom PettyConcert.
I had a surprisenly good time. It just ended up being Brian n myself, and than Jen n Brian from our work. (n if u knew them...lol ud know how good of a time things could be)
The concert was great...and Brian was awesome... he gave me the butterflies lastnight :)
I like it when he gets all cute-sie. N everything went well. I loved being with him and just being there with him. It was probably one of the best times I have had with him in a while. I wish he would be like that more oftenn!! Id always have the butterflies :D hehe.
ahh it feels so weird talkin about someone like this in my journal.....Iv kept away from doing that with him......
In hoping he doesnt read this :) ha.
But its almost time that I do fill and update about Brian..But i dunno...
Its just so hard....cause I am so afraid of a lot...
i might push myself, itmight not seem like im afraid...because if i was..wouldnt I just back out??
I really do get scared sometimes..and right now I am...afraid.
I just try to keep it within myself, and be strong. Right? I mean the only way to overcome a fear is to face it...and the only way to learn is to live, n give things chances. If I backed down on everything I was afraid of how would I ever learn anything..
I know i like him a lot tho..
its just...all new..and all different..
and i thought about it..and this is actually my first...closest thing to a real relationship, and also....the longest one.
Well im gonna finish dryin my hair n get something to eat..
than wait for Brian to call and im goin over there.
LATERRRR!!!