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Well... I have wanted to update for the last few days, just cant get around to it, or Im so unsure of what to say.If I dont know exactly what i want to say on my one chance to say it when im talkin about something, I just dont...update. In I still havent even really decided..what I want to say about something :/. But I guessnow that Im writing in here, itll be to late for whatever I may have been debating on saying.
Sooo here goes this entry...
Last Wednesday Brian ended up coming over for a bit than we went in saw a movie (boogeyman) it was an alright movie lol. I guess...nothing scares us :) jk. It coulda been a good movie..if it was made better. I had a goodnight, although the whole "closet" thing didnt work, damnit. hehe
Friday....*sigh* I in all honesty...dont know what to say....
basically at like 5am I left in went to MSU. Spent the day there. Things didnt turn out well...and..I dunno...im at a loose of words n here trying to think of whats the right thing to say, and what i really wanna say...you know? Atleast this person should be able to see how much i cared about them..who else in there right mind drives at that time n that far...too visit a drunken friend? Okay..ill cut it there. Well neways on the drive home I was pretty upset called Hannah, In than I ended up goin over justins n they made me dinner in cake. Cake was yummy. After that we headed to my house, and brian came over to. N that was that.
Sat- I worked. I had fun once my dickhead manager left. Yup Ilove my other managers lol they kick ass. After work I came home n relaxed for a bit, than got ready, Brian came n got me and we went over Nates for his "party" Brian played his beer pong and I chit chatted n made friends :) hehe n of course got tipsy. I had fun. I had a strange craving for popcorn haha. Everyone thought it was groose when i came down with a bag of popcorn..until they tried it :D. Haha i dunno.. I had a really goodnight tho. I was like in perfect drunk mode. Feeling exactly right. N when i got home.. i passed out.
Sun- had work. it was fun I got to pick up tables :) yay. I actually made good money hehe :) (which i already spent half of it on a bathinsuit :p)
Yesterday I had work.. I met a boy :o. A verrryyy attractive boy. We shall see where it goes... hmm *interesting* lol.
Today.... classes allll day, than got out early from english(gofigure) and picked up isabelle n we went shoppin I have to start my springbreak shoppin. I got a bathinsuit n a few other things. Later this week im gonna go up to hollister to get like..more cloths.
guy situation..
i dunno..i really dont :/. I know what I want. But sometimes am I just blinded by certain things? I thought I had who I wanted..but than.. i realized a few things...one... i never had them, two...they are not what i want...and three..thats what i just dunno.
than theres the one i think i could possibly want...but mayb not...am i gonna scare myself away? Are they even what I want? are they even an opition?
Im not sure.. mayb im just gonna keep everything on the low side....n not think or care about guys or nething. Just Enjoy everything.
ps- next week should be good :) we have two half days..which equals one day of no school for me..and im thinkin a skip is needed of a college class :) either way lots of free time! yay. not to mention my HIST midterm is a take home!!!! i have like two wks to do it
Sooo here goes this entry...
Last Wednesday Brian ended up coming over for a bit than we went in saw a movie (boogeyman) it was an alright movie lol. I guess...nothing scares us :) jk. It coulda been a good movie..if it was made better. I had a goodnight, although the whole "closet" thing didnt work, damnit. hehe
Friday....*sigh* I in all honesty...dont know what to say....
basically at like 5am I left in went to MSU. Spent the day there. Things didnt turn out well...and..I dunno...im at a loose of words n here trying to think of whats the right thing to say, and what i really wanna say...you know? Atleast this person should be able to see how much i cared about them..who else in there right mind drives at that time n that far...too visit a drunken friend? Okay..ill cut it there. Well neways on the drive home I was pretty upset called Hannah, In than I ended up goin over justins n they made me dinner in cake. Cake was yummy. After that we headed to my house, and brian came over to. N that was that.
Sat- I worked. I had fun once my dickhead manager left. Yup Ilove my other managers lol they kick ass. After work I came home n relaxed for a bit, than got ready, Brian came n got me and we went over Nates for his "party" Brian played his beer pong and I chit chatted n made friends :) hehe n of course got tipsy. I had fun. I had a strange craving for popcorn haha. Everyone thought it was groose when i came down with a bag of popcorn..until they tried it :D. Haha i dunno.. I had a really goodnight tho. I was like in perfect drunk mode. Feeling exactly right. N when i got home.. i passed out.
Sun- had work. it was fun I got to pick up tables :) yay. I actually made good money hehe :) (which i already spent half of it on a bathinsuit :p)
Yesterday I had work.. I met a boy :o. A verrryyy attractive boy. We shall see where it goes... hmm *interesting* lol.
Today.... classes allll day, than got out early from english(gofigure) and picked up isabelle n we went shoppin I have to start my springbreak shoppin. I got a bathinsuit n a few other things. Later this week im gonna go up to hollister to get like..more cloths.
guy situation..
i dunno..i really dont :/. I know what I want. But sometimes am I just blinded by certain things? I thought I had who I wanted..but than.. i realized a few things...one... i never had them, two...they are not what i want...and three..thats what i just dunno.
than theres the one i think i could possibly want...but mayb not...am i gonna scare myself away? Are they even what I want? are they even an opition?
Im not sure.. mayb im just gonna keep everything on the low side....n not think or care about guys or nething. Just Enjoy everything.
ps- next week should be good :) we have two half days..which equals one day of no school for me..and im thinkin a skip is needed of a college class :) either way lots of free time! yay. not to mention my HIST midterm is a take home!!!! i have like two wks to do it