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ok..time to let it alllll out. i dont care if u understandd this or not..
i need advice NOW.. n be prepared this is the WEIRDEST post everrrr (n kind of sensitive)...
im in love w/ a boy. ive loved him since the first time i saw him. i met him on a cruise, weird yeaa..he went out w/ my friend on the cruise but she took advantage of him n he got hurt. then we were together. we were soo cute..but at times i wasnt the best g/f cuz i thought he still had feelings for the previous girl. but i have to say we deff. had some awesome times..i never got to say goodbye to him (mistake)..after the cruise we went out for about 8 months. 8 wonderful, weird, interesting, hard, cold, but loving months but its weird cuz it worked out, n we talked like sooooooooo much (a lot yeaa). r realtionship was based on feelings n memories..we tried to c eachother soo many times but sadly it never really worked..now he got a new girlfriend who loves him..im happy 4 them.. he claims he still has feelings 4 me, n i feel the same. his g/f knows about me..i met her, but she doesnt know cuz i wasnt "kristina" on the phone, n the thing is she liked me..she might love him..i dont think he loves her. they kinda didnt get along the best on the phone but hey, thats not my business..but he says he still loves me and hes told his g/f that he does..n hopefully hes telling the truth..its just its a lot to deal w/..but 4 him id deal w/ it cuz..o u wouldnt understand..basically, i just have more stress then a 24 hr lawyer right now n it sucks. cuz i have work, school, family, friends, and my show to make me even more stressed..he says its worth trying still..i hope..i just feel like im breaking him n his g/f up n causing problems..and im NOT sharing him w/ his g/f..not happening..i just want him to come next sat and c how things go, and tell me who hes choosing..cuz this is his last chance..n seriously i wouldnt do a long distant relationship, especially like that one DUHHH but..i guess u had to be there. n yea theres other ppl i was kinda thinkin about..but hes soo diff. n thats the cold hard truth everyone.
ok many of u guys reading this think this is the most stupid thing ever..n its hard to understand..i mean how can i love someone i met on a cruise n blah blah blah..well u werent there and u dont know how it is or was between us..or how we were on the cruise..u dont know much actually..but u now know this..i really care about him
woww yea that was like an oprah moment 4 me hahahaha
now i need advice from my friends who understand..
i need advice NOW.. n be prepared this is the WEIRDEST post everrrr (n kind of sensitive)...
im in love w/ a boy. ive loved him since the first time i saw him. i met him on a cruise, weird yeaa..he went out w/ my friend on the cruise but she took advantage of him n he got hurt. then we were together. we were soo cute..but at times i wasnt the best g/f cuz i thought he still had feelings for the previous girl. but i have to say we deff. had some awesome times..i never got to say goodbye to him (mistake)..after the cruise we went out for about 8 months. 8 wonderful, weird, interesting, hard, cold, but loving months but its weird cuz it worked out, n we talked like sooooooooo much (a lot yeaa). r realtionship was based on feelings n memories..we tried to c eachother soo many times but sadly it never really worked..now he got a new girlfriend who loves him..im happy 4 them.. he claims he still has feelings 4 me, n i feel the same. his g/f knows about me..i met her, but she doesnt know cuz i wasnt "kristina" on the phone, n the thing is she liked me..she might love him..i dont think he loves her. they kinda didnt get along the best on the phone but hey, thats not my business..but he says he still loves me and hes told his g/f that he does..n hopefully hes telling the truth..its just its a lot to deal w/..but 4 him id deal w/ it cuz..o u wouldnt understand..basically, i just have more stress then a 24 hr lawyer right now n it sucks. cuz i have work, school, family, friends, and my show to make me even more stressed..he says its worth trying still..i hope..i just feel like im breaking him n his g/f up n causing problems..and im NOT sharing him w/ his g/f..not happening..i just want him to come next sat and c how things go, and tell me who hes choosing..cuz this is his last chance..n seriously i wouldnt do a long distant relationship, especially like that one DUHHH but..i guess u had to be there. n yea theres other ppl i was kinda thinkin about..but hes soo diff. n thats the cold hard truth everyone.
ok many of u guys reading this think this is the most stupid thing ever..n its hard to understand..i mean how can i love someone i met on a cruise n blah blah blah..well u werent there and u dont know how it is or was between us..or how we were on the cruise..u dont know much actually..but u now know this..i really care about him
woww yea that was like an oprah moment 4 me hahahaha
now i need advice from my friends who understand..