Jun 25, 2004 04:17
You have got to be the most confusing guy I have ever met in my life. I just dont get you, I thought I knew you, but I guess I was wrong. After you saying you dont want to talk to me, im a lier and a manipulater then I kinda get the message that I need to move on. So I did, or atleast im trying to. I honestly dont know where we went so wrong. Your friends Ashley and Nickole say They past some kind of spell on me well, I got a laugh at that one. If they really think that there spell had anything to do with our lil' break up then there WACK! They were supposed to put some other one on me too, proves how much there "powers" work. lol But anyways they say that i guess i made you feel sorry for me an dthats why you got with me. Hey you even said that you say things that you somtimes dont mean or that you dont think out , so tell me what did you mean? What did our relationship mean to you? I thought you knew me better then you do. You really honestly think I care that much about your fuckn' dick to go to Cj about it. That used to really upset me simply bc you dont ever believe me but now that I think about it your really just being unreal. Hun, use your brain I know you have one somewhere in there. You showed me a side of you that me and very few see of you. I could tell the whole world that you are a great guy, you a smart intelligent kid (that just needs to apply himself), I could tell them that a sweet and caring guy but when push comes to shuv I bet you that not even half would believe me Not bc you think its not true, not bc I say so not for any reason at all EXCEPT for its the truth. And most poeple dont face the truth they hide behind it. You do all of the time. I wish you acted the same way you use to around me around everyone else all of the time.