I believe in a long, prolonged derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown...
Okay...so I truly have a hard time remembering the weekends because lately I've been getting stoned. I remember brief stints of getting high Friday night w/ Ryan & co, drinking Yellowtail, and getting kind of bombed and stumbling into my house around 2am. Oh yeah, I also remember handcuffs and leather belts being involved at some point in the evening.
Umm yesterday morning I woke up at 8am for a job interview down in Fontana at this place called Novaks. So I have this job now and I have the ski hill.
Ahh, I can see it now...my destiny...Grand Geneva Cashier and Novak's Waitress.
FUCK YEAH MAN
...
Umm after that I went over to Amanda's and Josh's (the mases-farkas) in Lake Como at their beautiful new home to get my senior pictures retaken since the man in LG did a terrible job. It was alot of fun, the shoot went very well and there are some really beautiful photos. My vision was vintage 70's: flat ironed hair and a turtleneck and we used poses from my Dad's 72' yearbook. My vision turned into reality and the pictures are fantastic.
Later on I dropped off the film and went over to Ryan's house and we had a grand time...don't remember much once again, we had some beer ate some food made cinna rolls and later on we went over to Ronnie's where some people were and watched skate videos and got fucked up on pot. Ronnie had taken methodome, which is a substitute of H...I was really scared at first, he was trippin' BALLS, but Ryan talked to me about it and was just like it's just a drug Kari, it's the drug doing it it's not really him. I've known Ronnie for a while and I knew he had been kind of a junkie, but I quickly got over it. I actually got a kick out of observing his behavior. It was crazy though, it reminded me of new years when the guy with the awesome guitar playing power was rollin' on mollies all night...
Anyways, we left later on and went back to Ryan's. It was a fun night. We had all gotten stoned and were bouncing this huge fuckin' ball around Ronnie's house and little Bijou was there. I went home pretty early.
And now here I am! the sun's out and I had a glorious morning, except for the fact that my mother has completely lost her marbles. I mean she's really gone over the edge and I cannot STAND HER and neither can the rest of the family. AGHHH.
So I have to work tomorrow, don't know what I'm doin today, and then TUESDAY is the long anticipated trip to CHICAGO WITH RYAN! I'm VERY excited. We're taking the 7:30am train down there and we're scheduled to be back by 5:30pm. I'm so stoked. That means tomorrow night I'm staying home b/c I have to save gas for the drive down to Harvard [my gas cards are all out:(] and I want to be able to wake up early and feel rested. So yeah.
Idk what I'm going to do today...I want to go to the barn; but I don't have gas. I don't want to go skiing b/c this weekend was the carnival and it would be way too crazy over there, and Ryan and I have been together so much that we're going to spoil eachother.
Now I'm just waiting for the devil woman to bring back my pictures from yesterday...at some point this week I'll have to take the new picture up to school.
So when I don't have to work, w/e spare time I'll have, I'm going to start going to WBHS again and work on the potter's wheel. I had started a couple earlier in the fall up there, but I really desire to go back and do more.
Fucking work is ruling my life. I'm so tired of it. I only have to work twice this week, and on my one day off I think it is, is the trip to Chicago. So we're going to pack lunch and have a picnic on the lakeshore park if it's not to cold, or find like a cafe or something. I'm SO excited for the museum though. I'm SO EXCITED. This is going to be Ryan and I's first little trip away from home! I can't WAIT.
Did I mention we are going to prom too? yeah, i decided since I never really had an official b/f-date thing, (addison doesn't really count) I wanted to go with him. I might be going to his stepdad's wedding too in April..since we're back together now. who knows, but it would be totally cool.
So Kate and I are semi-trying to organize a roadtrip this summer to Myrtle Beach or a camping trip to Door County. Each trip is in the earliest stages of development however...nothing is for sure, it's all been speculation so far.
Hmm what else is new. When I do have gas, I'm going to start getting my ass out to the barn now that there's seemingly sun outside so I can start getting Jakers into shape. He's had quite a vacation, haha. I truly can't help it though. I simply don't have the time or the gas between work and how expensive everything is. I just opened my own banking/savings account, and I have a little over $100. I haven't made shit for cash at GG, I simply don't get paid enough for how many hours I've worked there every week.
I still have homework for psychology due! It's a simple assignment and I've already done half of it, but I still have to write the thesis and read Chapter 2. Sucks, I have class tuesday night after Chicago trip.
I haven't seen Sammi since last week but I talked to her last night but I was really high...hmm dunno about that one.
Anyways, my foot is cold and I want to go upstairs and find something to do.
peace out, journal.
Umm yesterday morning I woke up at 8am for a job interview down in Fontana at this place called Novaks. So I have this job now and I have the ski hill.
Ahh, I can see it now...my destiny...Grand Geneva Cashier and Novak's Waitress.
FUCK YEAH MAN
...
Umm after that I went over to Amanda's and Josh's (the mases-farkas) in Lake Como at their beautiful new home to get my senior pictures retaken since the man in LG did a terrible job. It was alot of fun, the shoot went very well and there are some really beautiful photos. My vision was vintage 70's: flat ironed hair and a turtleneck and we used poses from my Dad's 72' yearbook. My vision turned into reality and the pictures are fantastic.
Later on I dropped off the film and went over to Ryan's house and we had a grand time...don't remember much once again, we had some beer ate some food made cinna rolls and later on we went over to Ronnie's where some people were and watched skate videos and got fucked up on pot. Ronnie had taken methodome, which is a substitute of H...I was really scared at first, he was trippin' BALLS, but Ryan talked to me about it and was just like it's just a drug Kari, it's the drug doing it it's not really him. I've known Ronnie for a while and I knew he had been kind of a junkie, but I quickly got over it. I actually got a kick out of observing his behavior. It was crazy though, it reminded me of new years when the guy with the awesome guitar playing power was rollin' on mollies all night...
Anyways, we left later on and went back to Ryan's. It was a fun night. We had all gotten stoned and were bouncing this huge fuckin' ball around Ronnie's house and little Bijou was there. I went home pretty early.
And now here I am! the sun's out and I had a glorious morning, except for the fact that my mother has completely lost her marbles. I mean she's really gone over the edge and I cannot STAND HER and neither can the rest of the family. AGHHH.
So I have to work tomorrow, don't know what I'm doin today, and then TUESDAY is the long anticipated trip to CHICAGO WITH RYAN! I'm VERY excited. We're taking the 7:30am train down there and we're scheduled to be back by 5:30pm. I'm so stoked. That means tomorrow night I'm staying home b/c I have to save gas for the drive down to Harvard [my gas cards are all out:(] and I want to be able to wake up early and feel rested. So yeah.
Idk what I'm going to do today...I want to go to the barn; but I don't have gas. I don't want to go skiing b/c this weekend was the carnival and it would be way too crazy over there, and Ryan and I have been together so much that we're going to spoil eachother.
Now I'm just waiting for the devil woman to bring back my pictures from yesterday...at some point this week I'll have to take the new picture up to school.
So when I don't have to work, w/e spare time I'll have, I'm going to start going to WBHS again and work on the potter's wheel. I had started a couple earlier in the fall up there, but I really desire to go back and do more.
Fucking work is ruling my life. I'm so tired of it. I only have to work twice this week, and on my one day off I think it is, is the trip to Chicago. So we're going to pack lunch and have a picnic on the lakeshore park if it's not to cold, or find like a cafe or something. I'm SO excited for the museum though. I'm SO EXCITED. This is going to be Ryan and I's first little trip away from home! I can't WAIT.
Did I mention we are going to prom too? yeah, i decided since I never really had an official b/f-date thing, (addison doesn't really count) I wanted to go with him. I might be going to his stepdad's wedding too in April..since we're back together now. who knows, but it would be totally cool.
So Kate and I are semi-trying to organize a roadtrip this summer to Myrtle Beach or a camping trip to Door County. Each trip is in the earliest stages of development however...nothing is for sure, it's all been speculation so far.
Hmm what else is new. When I do have gas, I'm going to start getting my ass out to the barn now that there's seemingly sun outside so I can start getting Jakers into shape. He's had quite a vacation, haha. I truly can't help it though. I simply don't have the time or the gas between work and how expensive everything is. I just opened my own banking/savings account, and I have a little over $100. I haven't made shit for cash at GG, I simply don't get paid enough for how many hours I've worked there every week.
I still have homework for psychology due! It's a simple assignment and I've already done half of it, but I still have to write the thesis and read Chapter 2. Sucks, I have class tuesday night after Chicago trip.
I haven't seen Sammi since last week but I talked to her last night but I was really high...hmm dunno about that one.
Anyways, my foot is cold and I want to go upstairs and find something to do.
peace out, journal.