Jan 12, 2006 18:43
ok so yea. um date with Travis... Fabulous! i had such a good time. it was crazy!! but of course afterwards i felt guilty for going out, and starting to have feelings for someone else, and that i was trying to replace Blake. which is definately not what i'm doing. i know he would be soooo happy that i went out, and was trying to move on. I love Blake with all my heart, and am not trying to replace him, because no one will ever be able to replace him. but it was just weird, i felt guilty.
i still love Blake with all i have.
he will always mean the world to me!
so in 2 weeks, i'll be in the recording studio, recording the song i wrote. yay!