Letters to Stephen

Sep 20, 2006 01:05

Dear Friend,
I missed you a lot today. I can't believe you've been gone for over a month. I feel like it was yesterday, but that doesn't make sense. It feels like forever too. 
I know that I promised you I would write, but I can't. Every time I pick up a pen I think of you and it hurts. I know you wouldn't want that, but that's just how I feel. 
How does the world keep turning? Can't they feel that it's wrong? Life doesn't make sense in the same way without you. You made me better. I am so much less without you. I am incomplete. I just need one of your hugs and then I'll be okay.
I know it isn't fair for me to hurt because I get to keep on living and you don't, but that doesn't make it easier. 
To be honest... I think a large part of me left with you that night. I can never be the same person again.
I still miss you,
Jessica
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