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I am taking a break in the Fall. You heard it here first. A break from my over-booking madness to slow down and really get my shit together.
Because I'm really REALLY tired. I love these boys but I can't keep up with them. I love my job but it lets me slack off and if I'm not careful, I could rot here. I need some sort of direction and less DISTRACTION.
I'm spending too much time in my car. Too much money. Consuming too much alcohol. I'm walking that line where you're over-worked, over-partied and beginning to look older than Ali Lohan.
Originally I'd envisioned my summer as a final hurrah full of men and booze and dancing and late nights. I think I'm going to change direction and enjoy quiet days at the pool, start exercising more and picking up those books that are collecting dust on my nightstand instead.
Boy turn-around is reliable and bars are always there. Summer time savored however... very rare.
Because I'm really REALLY tired. I love these boys but I can't keep up with them. I love my job but it lets me slack off and if I'm not careful, I could rot here. I need some sort of direction and less DISTRACTION.
I'm spending too much time in my car. Too much money. Consuming too much alcohol. I'm walking that line where you're over-worked, over-partied and beginning to look older than Ali Lohan.
Originally I'd envisioned my summer as a final hurrah full of men and booze and dancing and late nights. I think I'm going to change direction and enjoy quiet days at the pool, start exercising more and picking up those books that are collecting dust on my nightstand instead.
Boy turn-around is reliable and bars are always there. Summer time savored however... very rare.