Jan 18, 2004 15:01
today is really boring! its one of those days where u dont kno wut to do at all.... friday i was sik and stayed home from skool..... it wasnt fun but i needed to catch up on mai sleep....and omg im prob gonna b dateless for turnabout!! lol wow thats a shocker to me..... theres like no one to ask or at least ne one that would wanna go wit me!! but owell i just mite go wit stepf and sahra!! they'll b mai dates lol ...... ok this cumming up friiday is mai moms b-day and shes turning 40 and i wanted to do sumthing kinda special like have mai sis cum ova without mai mom knoing and then alll of us could go out to dinner or sumthing like that.. well i asked mai g-pa and they started this big thing like well u cant expet grandpa to pay for everyone all the tyme!! UMM ok he kinda doesnt... we dont even do nething wit him at all.... so they are just planning to take mai mom out by herself on saturday without us cuz we are gonna b at mai dads..... then mai mom was like well ill go out wit mai kids on friday nite then... Then mai g-ma starts like almost crying and was like saying all this shyt cuz shes gay and like g-pa always pays for u and we wanna spend tyme wit u... OMG Fuck u g-ma... god i seriously hate living wit her .... she got on mai nerves sooo much the other nite i just like blew up in her face.... i cant take it nemore.... but yet i was thinking wut if i moved in wit mai dad... that would suk even more cuz he kinda like goes on these mood swings and like i dont kno if hes in a happy mood or if hes rilly pissed off and they would just use me for a baby sitter... which hopefully they dont this weekend cuz i wanna hang wit sum friends who live out there and who i havent seen for like 4eva... i kno mai dad is getting this girl to teach me guitar when im there but hopefuly i will still have tyme to hang wit jenny and ash.... that reminds me... i still have to hang wit courtney sumtime on the weekend!!! i gotta hang wit u and meet ur 2 18 year old bfs!!lol jp well yeah im soo freakin tired from being sik all week so im out