Jan 29, 2007 06:09
Raven, when you get a chance, call me.
Ummmm....so I've been having dreams that come true. Harmon's called me and I've dreamt that he called me twice already the day before it happened, and two nights ago, I had another dream that he would call and that I would be torn apart in what to do about it. Sure enough, here I am, looking at the missed call from him at 10:38 PM. When he called, it was like.....I just collapsed on the inside. It's one thing to have dreams about the future, but to have the events be emotionally attached to you and have them happen......it hurts more than you know. I woke up feeling sick to my stomach, it was terrible, I had the same feeling when I herd my phone ringing underneath my pillow and in my dream when I wasn't sure what to do about the call.
....SO I've come to this revelation. I'm going to talk with my mother. I'm going to tell her EVERYTHING. this is my Karmic lesson and I need to take care of it. So here it goes, I'm staying home from school today to talk with her. If you're reading this, I need your help. Just totally blast me with white light, I need EVERY LAST DROP of positive energy today.
you've done this before Raven, if you could get this message, I could use your help.
Thanks.