Oct 05, 2006 16:57
I'm really having to put up with people thinking I'm either akward, or mean, or selfish, or something negative. I hate this. I haven't felt so unliked by the world since Beni had it out for me. I really hate this. I'm going through more than most and they just need to step off beofre I DO become mean and fickle and bite their fucking heads off.
And this new guy that I like seem to just getting worse and worse. Turns out he's a FRESHMAN and not a Sophmore. He IS interested in guys to an extent though, but I'm just consirned that he even LIKES me. I requested to be his friend on MySpace and he accepted, so that's nice. But I don't really even care anymore. I just want someone to be there for me in the way a partner can. It hurts having all this passion and no one to share it with. I'm really hatin' on life. If anyone knows hot gay guys that are going to Amano and are single, pass along the idea and my MySpace. <3