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Hey hey!! sry so long!! anyhoo how r y'all?!?!? long time no talk....so Thrusday night i hung out with Kristin and went to the crappy ass RMHS dance concert...spent five dollars and was a complete waste! anywayz Friday was early release and Me, Brandon, Chad, Chris, Kayla, Amanda, Amber, Tiffany, Sean all went to red robin for lunch and then back to Chris' and "just chilled" it was pimp.Then Saturday me amanda tiffany chad and chris all went to mills mall and went shopping for dresses. Then we went back to amandas house and chilled there and then later i got to see my baby boy. it was exciting. Then Sunday i hung out with Kristin and worked on my dance and Brandon came over and we watched music videos!! hahah it was cool!! So the past few days have been rainy and i love it!! Tonight Tiff came home wit me and we went to the mall with Chad, Chris, Brandon, Chantel, and Mandy...it was fun i got my dress!! and shoes and jewelery!! anyhoo im talking to my guy and so im going to go so i can concentrate on him!! hehe ttyl leave a comment so i feel loved!! ~kY~
"Numb"
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me With someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there Tired of being what you want me to be