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I am so DEPRESSED right now it's unreal.=( I really don't know why either. It's either because it's that time of the month, the shitty ass weather or you know who.=\ Although it shouldn't be, but it is. Yep, that's tifficult Jessica VanDenHeuvel to get depressed over a boy, tifficult her. but yeah..what boy would ever want me? Who would wanna go out with shy, lame, stupid, boring Jessica? who? no boy would, that's who.=(
sorry for the bitch ass negative attitude. I really am. Here I am putting myself down as usual over this. I need to stop, I always have such a negative downing attitude, and I'm always so effing quiet and seem so frickin sad all the time, and I am so sorry. I need to change my attitude and my personality, big time.
plus yeah I'm dealing with some family issues and all of that shit so that don't help a bit.=\
ok i'll stop this now before I bring myself down even more. it's not worth it.
good-bye.