Oct 11, 2004 19:29
chaz & i talked for like 15 min... for some reason, he seemed distant.. god i love him so much.. i talked to his stupid friend.. um.. wats his name.. its like evan or something of that sort.. he was talking shit about me.. so i told him my cousin micheals gonnna beat him UP then he started like tring to be nice to me... god .. chaz is kinda being mean.. im going back home tomorrow morning.. nothing really to write about.. i guess today was chaz's homecommng.. i wonder who he went w. gosh this sucks i need somebody... i want chaz.
stupid britini.. she buggs the fuck out of me! stupid dyke.. grrr.. im having a bad day now.
i just want it to b over.. chaz signed off.. now everything is going wrong
today sucks now
im sad.. i feel really bad.. i dont know why.. i just want to talk to chaz but i cant now. i miss him so badly it makes me sick.
Hollie