May 28, 2005 10:02
Yea last night like freaking rocked.. for how mean Evan is at school hes really freaking awesum at the mall... and his friend was tall and blonde*** very awesum n hott. yea so last night was totally freaking awesum except i was flriting with evan .. thats just .. just ...weird ... n so not a me thing to do cus i meant to flirt with his friend lols omfg i cant believe i want under the table that was like so random and out of no where so once again i have no money to speak of this really really sucks but i'll deal yea so i offically decieded im not smokeing this weekend again i dunno its just liek a gut feeling . It was so creepy last nite when me n beth both said the same exact thing at the same time " u suck" .. togerther" u wish" FREAKY! eek my foot is asleep im getting really reall irritated here i need to go practive parallel parking and my dad is busy im never gonna get my lisence god i hate my life i really really really do. grrr! so yea im awake cus i wanted to go to the bank and i jsut realized i get payed next weekened so i should just go then. i only have .. 160 dollars to my name right now i am serious i can spend no money at all god i hate this its liek almost summer and im totally totally broke .. just freaking kill me . Yay its almost summer .. im single this is good. so yea me n will r liek flirting/ tlaking again i dunno what will come from that im kinda unsure that i wanna know what will come from that lol but im supposed to go see a movie with him at 3... im debating about if i wanna go or not. Yea i think i wanna go . plus i can go sneak attack shamus yay! I dunno why but i keep getting shook wave depression attacks on friday nites i really don't get where they are coming from because i had an idea but now i know that my idea was wrong and im kinda confused. OMFG OMFG OMFG jolt makes gum!!!! its like the best thing i have ever seen in my life EVER! it tasted really really nasty but i was like so hyper after wards.. i went under a table . lolz. i never did order my mudslide n i really kinda wanted one .. damn. so i just woke up and had three cups of coffee that was awesum im like totally JAVA JAVA JAVA JAVA JAVA JAVA JAVA JAVA! I still have like 100 people to track down and make sign my year book .. its kinda annoying cus i have to sign a tons of peoples yearbooks and i never no what to write .. i should of made dan sign my year book to. i luv dan hes been illegally selling me lighters for years i love dan! damnint my hair is unstraight and i really don feel like redoing it WAW! my last entry so did not save i like wrote on thrusday and it liek deleted itself i was really really pissed off about that one. I like totally killed my head last nite i have a bump now. evan was petting my hair.. um yea i really am quite spechless about that ... eek(NOT GOOD EEK) okay im gonna bug until i get to try parking ..