SPACED- SUICIDE TUESDAY
Yea im just a little bit spacy today and i dont no why but i really don't like it. Oh well. Im having a weird mood, weird feeling , bipolarish sorta day ... suicide tuesday kicking in and im souly blaming scott for that hes such a pain in the... o kiwell. Yea um i was walking into the cafatria liek not even 10 minutes ago and that girl Leanna or whoever was totally flipping out about devon and talk shit to liek three other big girls about her. It took everything in me not to say shut the fuck up she didn't even mean it or no about it till afterwards ur inability to properly inform her of ur crushes is ur own fault not hers lay off my devon! note-not alexis's devon. i miss alexis :'( WAW . my stomache still hurts this is like the thrid day in the row and i dont get why cus i know im not sick its really just annoying. AJ is a boyscout lol yes! i love it lolz. im sorry thats just too funny. god i hate him i really really hate him. Blizalef u need to chree up i still have no idea why u were sad b4 and that normally only takes about five minutes to figure out - eek im scaredededed lol. u need to feel better. kill sumthing u will . i promise i stood u up and stabbed you in the back .. do u feel loved yet?!. urgh my stomahce is freaking killing me i cant stand anymore of this im gonna rip my own stomaceh out hahaha! then what will it be able to do. I kinda miss him, although i'm finally getting over him- the whole nonmutuality of the sitsuation is kinda ripping my heart out but I still defiantly want the hooking up part cus that part just freaking rawks my socks! urgh i dont wanna write my papaer i cant believe alex told me to do my homework just cus im a "kid" GGRRRRRRR! i hate papers they are so flipping annoying. i nned a hug lol. i really reall dont no if shamus lieks me or not and hes liek so not helpfl to the trying to find out cuase either. anyway beth n devon pleae mediate god damn u nonlistening pridefull friends urgh!! why do all my friends have to be like me when comes to stuff like this. Yea well this class is over now-bye