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i hate you i hate you i hate you!. And to another you- i am meaningless. To all of you, I am meaningless. One of you loves me. ONE!Such a way is this to live. Have it every day every other all the time and then it did. what of hope, but you have never changed, NONE OF YOU EVER CHANGE!i miss you. most of all i miss loving you. Both of you. Hell all four , maybe five of you.so i refrian. Im just going to sit and bleed well i believe.i wish the need would die. Just go far , far away. But it won't. GOD DAMNIT I FUCKING HATE YOU BECUASE YOU'VE KNOW IDEA HOW MUCH I love you. my life is much better but your the poison i want to drink . fucking hell just die feelings die.
but in understandable stuff, im over you but i love you, but i don't want to , but i want you back because I need to breathe you. Even though you hurt. I want you , i want you everytime , and i lie to myself and break those promises and i fall for u , and then i am nothign to you. being close to you hurts the most. its more painful then you can even imagine. AND THAT APPLYS TO ALL FIVE OF YOU
but in understandable stuff, im over you but i love you, but i don't want to , but i want you back because I need to breathe you. Even though you hurt. I want you , i want you everytime , and i lie to myself and break those promises and i fall for u , and then i am nothign to you. being close to you hurts the most. its more painful then you can even imagine. AND THAT APPLYS TO ALL FIVE OF YOU