Its over
Well, it is official, everything between Merrick and I is over. He has a girlfriend now. And before anyone says anything, I am actually happy. It gives me a chance to move on. I need that, so very badly too. I love him, and yes it hurts but it's ok. I have met a great guy, thanx in all to Tamara, and just so everyone knows, no we are not together, no it hasn't even crossed our minds, but he is still a great guy and makes me feel good about myself and so I will be just fine as far as Merrick goes. If he really loves me like he says he does then one day we will be together and if not, well we had fun. I have pictures to prove it. (not like that you perves) we were happy...and we are still friends. So yes, I am off to drink my vodka now...loves to everyone. Oh yeah, how about that new hair color of mine? lol