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wow guys.. its been yet another LONG week... i found out of thursday of last week that i made basketball team captain... OH YEAH!!! lol... ok enough of that... i went up to the "ghetto" for a football game on friday.. we lost 14 to 49... it was really sad.. the freaking cheerleaders werent cheering after half time and johna, jess c, mandy and i were like the only ones making NOISE!!!.. it was sooo retarded..anyways.. after the game.. i went to see bruno... the cop at the gate wouldnt let us out onto the field so i was getting ready to run around to see him.. but jess called me right before i took off and i ran on the field... i got like half way and realized i had to stop because jess and my dad were WAY behind me and my cloths and phone and jacket were falling off!!! so yeah he really needed to hug... i met his parents.. and my dad met them... like always my dad could really care LESS!!!... but oh well... thats dads for ya....after we left the school.. we stopped at "BK" and we were the only white people in there.... it was sooo wierd.. i had like all eyes on me.. AHHH!!! bruno called my cell when i was in the van on the way home.. we talked for like 30 minutes and i was looking at the stars... then i got up and rode "shot gun" and saw 2 shooting stars on the way home... last time i talked to someone about shooting stars.... they wished on one for me... yeah well it made me think about alot.. and yeah..
saturday night i went to the movies... that was a good movie.. the only problem is I DONT REMEMBER THE NAME of it!!! sunday i washed the van..that took 3 freaking hours... haha....
we had our first basketball game on monday.. we lost against key west ehh things could be worse... i got hurt in that game.. i got elbowed in the nose THREE times... and i think its broken.... someone stepped on my foot... ahhh that hurt.. my toe is like black and blue... haha... i got like 8 defensive rebounded and 6 offensive... scored 2 points... and i had like 4 fouls against me.. haha... got to love me!!!!
tuesday, we had our first home game.. i had a really bad day and just when i thought it was getting better, everything went wrong.. bruno got suspended for gettin into a "verbal" fight with roland... found that out after lunch... kinda messed up my game but oh well... he came into my 6th period and asked to talk to me.. mrs cauble let me go... and we talked..he couldnt go to my game which kinda bummed me out.. cause i mean it was my FIRST HOME GAME... but oh well henning didnt even go to my volleyball games until the very end... i did ok in the game... got more rebounds for both offense and defense.... but didnt score anything... but i got like 3 steals.. got hurt yet again.. lol.. jammed my finger.. messed up my knee.. and someone elbowed me in the back of the head... got i swear every game i get hurt.. some way or another.. i think basketball is as bad as football... at least in football you have helmets to stop with nose breaking and such.. anyways...coach has me playing guard and post... its kinda confusing cause i never know which she wants me to do.. cause she has me in the game almost full time...
today was ok... went by SOOOO slow...saw roland at the end of the day and just gave him a really dirty look at he looked back at me and i smiled and shook my head.. lol what a dork... shhh no one tell him i said that.. lol...the whole day i didnt have anyone to make me almost late for class... no hugs.. no NOTHING!!!! sniffle sniffle... you dont realize how much you miss "something" until its not there...
i talked to irene today... she told me the same thing she did before... that justin henning wants me to make the first move again.. and that he wants me to go to him.. which is kinda wierd because i tried to talk to him at the last home football game but he just ignored me and sat next to gabby and put his arm around her and kissed her.. ok ima stop cause im making myself mad.. lol... i know i shouldnt really care seeing him do this but i did.. and sometimes i still do.. its hard!!! yeah i know call me lame!!!
im not really sure where me and bruno are goin with our "relationship"... its hard for me.. its like i dont want to hurt him and i dont wanna get hurt.. but thats life... i just want to know that i am 150% i will NOT hurt him... you know making sure i will not turn back... dont get me wrong guys, i like him.. but idk... maybe i need a slap in the face.. cause he treats me better then henning did and we arent even goin out... henning was always there for me but i would always feel like i was getting bs-ed... i miss him but sometimes it doesnt seem worth the time.. i have someone great right infront of my face and im not taking it... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME????????
ok ima end it here cause im not goin to shut up if i keep goin... lol.. comment if ya want... bye guys... love to all...
BTW- I GOT MY NUMBER!!!!! #12 ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah!!!!!!!!! and someone has to take me dancing SOON!!!! im goin insane!!1 hhaha
saturday night i went to the movies... that was a good movie.. the only problem is I DONT REMEMBER THE NAME of it!!! sunday i washed the van..that took 3 freaking hours... haha....
we had our first basketball game on monday.. we lost against key west ehh things could be worse... i got hurt in that game.. i got elbowed in the nose THREE times... and i think its broken.... someone stepped on my foot... ahhh that hurt.. my toe is like black and blue... haha... i got like 8 defensive rebounded and 6 offensive... scored 2 points... and i had like 4 fouls against me.. haha... got to love me!!!!
tuesday, we had our first home game.. i had a really bad day and just when i thought it was getting better, everything went wrong.. bruno got suspended for gettin into a "verbal" fight with roland... found that out after lunch... kinda messed up my game but oh well... he came into my 6th period and asked to talk to me.. mrs cauble let me go... and we talked..he couldnt go to my game which kinda bummed me out.. cause i mean it was my FIRST HOME GAME... but oh well henning didnt even go to my volleyball games until the very end... i did ok in the game... got more rebounds for both offense and defense.... but didnt score anything... but i got like 3 steals.. got hurt yet again.. lol.. jammed my finger.. messed up my knee.. and someone elbowed me in the back of the head... got i swear every game i get hurt.. some way or another.. i think basketball is as bad as football... at least in football you have helmets to stop with nose breaking and such.. anyways...coach has me playing guard and post... its kinda confusing cause i never know which she wants me to do.. cause she has me in the game almost full time...
today was ok... went by SOOOO slow...saw roland at the end of the day and just gave him a really dirty look at he looked back at me and i smiled and shook my head.. lol what a dork... shhh no one tell him i said that.. lol...the whole day i didnt have anyone to make me almost late for class... no hugs.. no NOTHING!!!! sniffle sniffle... you dont realize how much you miss "something" until its not there...
i talked to irene today... she told me the same thing she did before... that justin henning wants me to make the first move again.. and that he wants me to go to him.. which is kinda wierd because i tried to talk to him at the last home football game but he just ignored me and sat next to gabby and put his arm around her and kissed her.. ok ima stop cause im making myself mad.. lol... i know i shouldnt really care seeing him do this but i did.. and sometimes i still do.. its hard!!! yeah i know call me lame!!!
im not really sure where me and bruno are goin with our "relationship"... its hard for me.. its like i dont want to hurt him and i dont wanna get hurt.. but thats life... i just want to know that i am 150% i will NOT hurt him... you know making sure i will not turn back... dont get me wrong guys, i like him.. but idk... maybe i need a slap in the face.. cause he treats me better then henning did and we arent even goin out... henning was always there for me but i would always feel like i was getting bs-ed... i miss him but sometimes it doesnt seem worth the time.. i have someone great right infront of my face and im not taking it... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME????????
ok ima end it here cause im not goin to shut up if i keep goin... lol.. comment if ya want... bye guys... love to all...
BTW- I GOT MY NUMBER!!!!! #12 ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah!!!!!!!!! and someone has to take me dancing SOON!!!! im goin insane!!1 hhaha