that was then...this is Now
"Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is... Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
No i don't know where i'm going, what i want to do with my life. I have no idea who i want to be, or what i may become. But i know that i don't have to try to be a perfect person, because its not possible. I don't have to impress anyone, all i have to do is not forget where i came from. I am however ready to start fresh, start new because i didn't like where i was heading, getting bad grades because i just simply didn't care. Now i do. not having goals, because before i didn't care i was just gonna let everything happen but now i want to MAKE it happen. Now i'm going to make everyday count.