(no subject)
i just saw my therapist and she said "this is really bad" she was talking about my current living situation....then i told my sister (sarah) that i'm scared that she's gonna call CPS (Child protection service) like my last therapist (that later got fired because of it from my parents) and my sister said "would that be so bad tho?" so i go "hmmm living with my family or going from foster house to foster house" sarah - "yeah but what i mean is, i wonder if she'd change and wake up." so now i'm really scared and i don't know what to do and i'm kinda sick from crying not knowing what is gonna happen to me so i'm thinking about going to live with my dad in Texas. no one comment to this please i know you are here for me and that you love me and you're sorry.
but honestly that won't change anything.