*dusts off livejournal*
k, i quit my job. i havent left my house in like 3 weeks except to go to blockbuster and publix. oh, and one lame as fuck party my neighbor had. i thought i was going to be with what i thought was the love of my life, and that shit didnt work out. though the pain in my heart is decreasing, my mind cant stop investigating the whole damn thing. so many unanswered questions. i pretty much fall asleep when my mother is getting ready for work. then i have weird ass dreams and when i wake up, i force myself to sleep for a couple more hours in which i just roll around cuz i dont really feel to get out of bed. i dont know what im waking up for and im pretty much living for food movies and books right now. an occasional torturing of my mother and frank makes me laugh hysterically then its back to my solitude. the world has forgotten about me but i havent forgotten about it. everyday i try to get up to get myself to dade to take the GED. im obvioiusly not trying hard enough. my plan is to enroll for school in january. some old WWII guy told me i would meet my dude there. HAH. ill take any advice i can get at this point. im wasting away and i dont even care and no ones fucking reading this. have a nice day.