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i'm so confused lately. i like this guy, and if you're my friend you'll know who i'm talking about. but for some reason i can't seem to be myself around him. i get all shy and quiet and can't think of what to say. i feel awkward and stay stupid stuff. i don't know whats wrong with me. i need a bf ... and now im sounding so cliche. but i want someone to love me for who i am, who makes me feel safe, who tells me im beautiful no matter what. lately i've been feeling down, and then i met him. and now im too stupid to do anything. and i dont know what to do. i still dont know who i am, and i dont know how to find out. i feel so lost...