thinking...
So things are going great with Mike and me. But for some reason im getting nervous. Not a bad nervous though. Maybe its the whole relationship thing. Since Casey ive had the guys ive been intrested in that ive sorta dated, but im in a Relationship now. like, a real relationship. and for some reason, im nervous about it. I dont know how to act.
Also, im not the only one i have to think about, Hannah is #1 thought in my head. Her and Mike get along great, they play together, she feeds him, gives him hugs and kisses. But i dont want her thinking that he's her dad. Its great for her to have a guy figure other then her father in her life, but now that Casey is coming around, i dont want hannah thinking mike is her daddy. and all i can think is "what if" me and mike were to break up. Hannah would loose another guy figure. Shes already lost Tom, she doesnt need to loose another.
Me and Mike had a long talk yesturday, and it made me feel good. I said i wanted to move slow and he understood. I want to be able to tell him everything else that is on my mind and everything that im thinking about. But i dont want to make him feel like im gonna end it or anything, because im not... i dont want to. I like how things are, i hope they keep going good.
Also, im not the only one i have to think about, Hannah is #1 thought in my head. Her and Mike get along great, they play together, she feeds him, gives him hugs and kisses. But i dont want her thinking that he's her dad. Its great for her to have a guy figure other then her father in her life, but now that Casey is coming around, i dont want hannah thinking mike is her daddy. and all i can think is "what if" me and mike were to break up. Hannah would loose another guy figure. Shes already lost Tom, she doesnt need to loose another.
Me and Mike had a long talk yesturday, and it made me feel good. I said i wanted to move slow and he understood. I want to be able to tell him everything else that is on my mind and everything that im thinking about. But i dont want to make him feel like im gonna end it or anything, because im not... i dont want to. I like how things are, i hope they keep going good.