first entry
Today sucked... i didnt do anything... i havent had the energy to really do anything since i've gotten out of the hospital. All i did today was take my cousin Blair to her orthodontist appointment went back to her house and was on the computer all day. Tomorrow i have my first doctors appointment at the health center... they'll be able to tell me exactly how far along i am and my due date! Its gonna be hard raising a baby on my own when im only 18... Casey said he will take part in the baby's life once he gets a paternity test but i think all he'll do is give child support... which is fine with me! But why do i wish we were still together after all that he has done to me? Why do i still want to call him and see him?