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Well... I talked to him today. He said he wanted to get together and get caught up on what is going on b/c he has changed his mind and now he wants to be there. First, i told him that he was fucked in the head. That he expects me to just forget about all the lies he has told people about me and everything he has done to me and put me through and just all of a sudden let him be there? He said he was sorry, and the only reason that he did those things is b/c he was mad. Well, i told him i wouldnt keep him out of his babies life, and that if he wanted to be there he can be... but as far as we go, i want nothing to do with him personally. As much as i want him to be there for me and to forget everything and for things to be the same agian, i told him i will never be able to trust him agian. Second, i told him that if he wanted to be part of his babies life he had to stop doing Coke. And that if at the time of the birth, that i suspected he is still doing it, i would request a drug test b/c i dont need my baby to be around that. Third, I told him i will get together with him in a public place... because at first, he wanted me to come over to his house, but i was scared that if i did, i would give in... and he definetly aint coming here with my parents. I'm just nervouse abo9ut how i will feel when i talk to him agian! im scared i will give in and forgive him....