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Things have been hard lately.....it just feels like everything is so stressful when it shouldnt be. Everyday seems hard to even get through....swimming, school, skating, dance, work, homework, applying for college, and still trying to have friends??? I'm pulling my hair out here my schedual seems so nuts! I dont get much sleep...maybe only like five hours a night. And god for bid I even go near the scale....I dont want to look at my weight. I feel really lonely lately...just because I spend my time being happy for everyone else and its homecoming time, everyone else seems so much more happy than I do. Kenny and me havnt been getting along at all lately and that mostly results in one of us practically killing the other, which is also a lot of stress to. And now im sick ....I just want to give up life right now!