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Haven't updated in a while... hmm...
A lot of stuff has been going on.
Boy. Things with Jared are amazing. Have to say they are better than they have ever been. It's like you find a person who knows everything about you... what youre thinking, what youre doing even when they arent around, your secrets, wishes, innermost thoughts... and it's something really, really special. I'm quite content with the way things are turning out and the way they are. We've hit some rough spots in the last nine months but I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.
Friends. Well... that's a confusing one. I have a lot of them.. or I'd like to think so anyways.. and I love them all dearly. I really do but, I'm officially over this year. We aren't even half way done yet and I cringe at the thought of walking into the school in the morning. I have no initiative, no drive. The only thing I have to look forward to isnt until the spring so I feel like i'm just "chugging" on until then. Kelley has to be the biggest person in my life right now that keeps me sane... I love her with my whole heart. No joke. When she got her surgery on Monday I sat around checking the time, wondering how it was going, wondering if she was okay. I was completely beside myself knowing she was in pain and there was nothing I could do. She is truly the most beautiful person I know inside and out... =D
Senior Year. Have to say it's not all it's cracked up to be. They cram all this great stuff into fourth quarter so when everyone graduates it's all fresh in their mind and they say "oh yeah! senior year was amazing" when in actuality... it was fouth quarter that was amazing. The first few weeks of school I think we were all numb. Excited about being seniors and moving on with our lives when the school year is over. Now, school work is backing up because I just don't feel like doing it. Going to school? Yeah that's a struggle I put up with every morning... I'm sure everyone does but I just blahhh. Stupid school. Glad it will be worth it at the end of the year when I walk across that damn stage...
College. I did accept admissions to CNU (duh.. Idk where else I'd go haha). I love it there and I am more than excited to start over and go to college. I'm glad to have all that college stuff figured out... It's a big weight lifted off my shoulders and added stress that I probably wouldn't need this year. Going to room w/ kelley if that crazy kid decides she wants to go to CNU... Nobody thinks it will work but I know Kelley and I know me... and I know she won't hesitate to kick my ass if I irritate her... hahahaha.
Random Shit. Merry Christmas guys. It's been a LONG year but we all got through it... feels good to vent about everything but just remember that at the end of the year and the end of the summer... it will all be made worth while. If we can make it through all the trials and tribulations that 2005 handed to us... what is to prevent us from getting through everything that we're all complaining about now? Nothing... So just hang in there and hold on to the ones you love and who love you and we'll all get through it together =)
A lot of stuff has been going on.
Boy. Things with Jared are amazing. Have to say they are better than they have ever been. It's like you find a person who knows everything about you... what youre thinking, what youre doing even when they arent around, your secrets, wishes, innermost thoughts... and it's something really, really special. I'm quite content with the way things are turning out and the way they are. We've hit some rough spots in the last nine months but I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.
Friends. Well... that's a confusing one. I have a lot of them.. or I'd like to think so anyways.. and I love them all dearly. I really do but, I'm officially over this year. We aren't even half way done yet and I cringe at the thought of walking into the school in the morning. I have no initiative, no drive. The only thing I have to look forward to isnt until the spring so I feel like i'm just "chugging" on until then. Kelley has to be the biggest person in my life right now that keeps me sane... I love her with my whole heart. No joke. When she got her surgery on Monday I sat around checking the time, wondering how it was going, wondering if she was okay. I was completely beside myself knowing she was in pain and there was nothing I could do. She is truly the most beautiful person I know inside and out... =D
Senior Year. Have to say it's not all it's cracked up to be. They cram all this great stuff into fourth quarter so when everyone graduates it's all fresh in their mind and they say "oh yeah! senior year was amazing" when in actuality... it was fouth quarter that was amazing. The first few weeks of school I think we were all numb. Excited about being seniors and moving on with our lives when the school year is over. Now, school work is backing up because I just don't feel like doing it. Going to school? Yeah that's a struggle I put up with every morning... I'm sure everyone does but I just blahhh. Stupid school. Glad it will be worth it at the end of the year when I walk across that damn stage...
College. I did accept admissions to CNU (duh.. Idk where else I'd go haha). I love it there and I am more than excited to start over and go to college. I'm glad to have all that college stuff figured out... It's a big weight lifted off my shoulders and added stress that I probably wouldn't need this year. Going to room w/ kelley if that crazy kid decides she wants to go to CNU... Nobody thinks it will work but I know Kelley and I know me... and I know she won't hesitate to kick my ass if I irritate her... hahahaha.
Random Shit. Merry Christmas guys. It's been a LONG year but we all got through it... feels good to vent about everything but just remember that at the end of the year and the end of the summer... it will all be made worth while. If we can make it through all the trials and tribulations that 2005 handed to us... what is to prevent us from getting through everything that we're all complaining about now? Nothing... So just hang in there and hold on to the ones you love and who love you and we'll all get through it together =)