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i feel like such a retard. i just randomly start crying. umm... saw him less than 24 hours ago? yeah i'm stupid. i guess it's the thought that i wont get to spend everyday w/ him that's the hardest. i just started crying at random points of my day yesterday. people would call and ask if i was okay and i definitely wasn't so id just start crying again.
i hate this. he didnt even stay in his dorm the first night. he stayed w/ people from fp. which i mean... i guess that's a taste of home for him... so that's good... i just =( i want to be selfish and i know i cant. this is going to suck. royally.
i'm trying NOT to sit at home and dwell on it all though SOOOOOOOOOO if someone wants to hang out leave me a message or definitely call me because i'm up for anything now =)
loooooove you.
i hate this. he didnt even stay in his dorm the first night. he stayed w/ people from fp. which i mean... i guess that's a taste of home for him... so that's good... i just =( i want to be selfish and i know i cant. this is going to suck. royally.
i'm trying NOT to sit at home and dwell on it all though SOOOOOOOOOO if someone wants to hang out leave me a message or definitely call me because i'm up for anything now =)
loooooove you.