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okay...so my grandpa just called me asking if i would like a job babysitting. ohh course i said sure but then he tells me that it's for my cousin's, suzy, kids. and i'm thinking well why is he telling me this cause he was telling me he would pay me. and then he tells me that my cousin's husband is in the hospital and that he has lung cancer. he's only 29 or 30! his oldest son isn't even 2 and the other is like 2 months old. i hope that they're wrong. that it's not lung cancer. or maybe somewhere between my cousin, her parents, and my grandpa the information got messed up. so my aunt is going to be going down there on the weekends and my grandpa wants me to offer my services during the week but without suzy knowing that i know. not sure how i'm gonna do that. if i do though i need to remember to tell my grandpa that he doesn't need to pay me. cause i don't care about the money. right now i'm just praying that peter will be okay. those little boys need a dad.